i feel like im turing a new page in my life, at least thats what im trying…
this still seems like a dream.
He knows how to take what I feel, and put it into...
the worlds smallest person, standing, at 3 inches tall. the world is falling on me, i have everything figured out. the world seems like the most carefree place. then i realize that everything I’ve planned wasnt the best idea. actually it was the worst thing i could of done. why cant things just work out, why cant i be happy. why do i feel, like i am the worlds smallest person?
like any other 14 year old.
im gonna complain about guys, cos they are confusing. can i be a mind reader?
oh Bo, you make the best music to relax me :) ...
I’m really irritated. I’m trying not to, but I am. I;m sick of being in my room, but everyone is this house is driving me nuts, and now no one wants to go out. Whatever. I’m probably gonna go back and lock myself in my room. AWESOME!
its make me upset
when I know I’m a bad person. When I hurt everyone around me. Maybe there is a real reason that I have no friends, that I go to bed alone every night. But, I made it that was because I wasn’t happy. But I’m more unhappy now, so do I make the right choices? Is it better to be truly happy, or to just pretend that your happy. I like to think I made the right choice, I’m...
I have a month (as given to me by Alan) to get out of the house and get to a bar, or just out in general. Are we thinking that I should go to Harry’s tonight with Biscuit?